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19th Jul 14 • 2 notes • Reblog

Nolita, NYC
19th Jul 14 • 1 note • Reblog

people and their cupboards..
fully stocked.
junk, secrets stowed away
these months and years.

barely together.
you won’t be impressed, almost

fully organic salt, unsent notes,
bitten off hair, pregnancy test,
bottles of cheap hidden wine,
unfinished books, confusion,
things I, eventually, paid the price for,

disappointment in every medium possible.

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Little Italy, NYC
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Highline, NYC
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Lower East Side, NYC
13th Jul 14 • 1 note • Reblog
I’m not suicidal. Or maybe I am.

I never ask for a lot. I’ve never been one to. I don’t need that Nicholas Sparks shit.

I am in a perpetual state of boredom and I’d like the feeling of flying, crashing, then, burning. I’ve always enjoyed the heat and I don’t understand the concept of waiting.

I am a summer affair. I want passion and I want a lot of it and I want it so that it is not the fleeting kind. I need it to leave marks long after it inevitably leaves. Like those triangles that love stay on beach girls. I need it to stick like sand on sweaty skin.

Like the ants crawling up limbs.
Everyone wants refuge, mine just happen to lie amongst men who can only love me with their hands and mouths. Men who spark my stomach and I don’t even want to regurgitate. I want the goosebumps kind of passion, so gripping.. it is so reluctant to leave.

But I can’t just stick my hand out and have it, now can I?
I’ve got to stick my whole damned neck.